What a year....

Ok.. So its been a little bit. I am trying to get my feet back under me since school has started. For those of you who know me really well you understand how tough this year has been. First my grandfather lost his 6 year battle with cancer. He did it with such faith that it was hard to be sad about losing him. Then in July, my nanny was taken from us. She went to heaven to be with her true love. Well... today I found out that a friend of mine killed himself. Its not that we were so close anymore. Its just that we used to be. Our brothers played baseball together. That makes you family. You go on vacations together and everything. He had a tough few years and just gave up. I don't know how much more of this I can handle. I miss my grandparents more and more everyday. Its hard to even make anyone understand. My grandfathers birthday would have been tomorrow and I miss him!! Plain and simple! I miss them both.